please

i dont know whats going on, but i cant take it anymore. ahhh, tolong laa, i have my own problems. and i dont think i want you to tambah2 my problems. as a close friend, i thought you knew me well enough. but, looks like u dont even trust me. FINE THEN, dont trust me. im not gonna force you to. i've had enough. and remember, this is not the first time. think carefully, being MY friend macam tak guna kan? wasting your time je. im useless as a friend. i dont deserve a friend like you. so, im sorry if its my fault. i know it always was. Thankyou for being my friend. if you have anything to tell me *honestly*, u have my number.

full of hatred and hating the feeling